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My
foster dog stinks to high heaven.
His eyes are blank and hard.
He won't let me pet him and growls when I
reach for him.
He has ragged
scars and crusty sores on his skin.
His nails are long and his teeth, which he
showed me, are stained. I sigh.
I drove two hours for this.
I carefully
maneuver him so that I can stuff him in the
crate. Then I heft
the crate and put it in the car. I am going
home with my new foster dog.
At home I leave him in the crate till all
the other dogs are in the yard. I
get him out of the crate and ask him if he
wants "outside." As I lead him to
the door he hikes his leg on the wall and
shows me his stained teeth again.
When we come in, he goes to the crate
because that's the only safe place he
sees. I offer him food but he won't eat it
if I look at him, so I turn my
back. When I come back, the food is gone.
I ask again
about "outside." When we come back,
I pat him before I let
him in the crate; he jerks away and runs
into the crate to show me his
teeth.
The next day I decide I can't stand the
stink any longer.
I lead him into the bath with cheese in my
hands. His fear of me is not
quite overcome by his longing for the cheese.
And well he should fear me, for I will give
him a bath.
After an
attempt or two to bail out he is defeated
and stands there. I
have bathed four-legged bath-squirters for
more years than he has been
alive. His only defense was a show of his
stained teeth, that did not hold
up to a face full of water.
As I wash him, it is almost as if I wash not
only the stink and dirt away
but also some of the hardness. His eyes look
full of sadness now. And he
looks completely pitiful as only a
soap-covered dog can.
I tell him that he *will* feel better when
he is cleaned. After the soap,
the towels are not too bad, so he lets me
rub him dry.
I take him outside. He runs for joy . . .
the joy of not being in the tub
and the joy of being clean. I, the bath
giver, am allowed to share the joy.
He comes to me and lets me pet him.
One week
later I have a vet bill. His skin is healing.
He likes for me to
pet him (I think). I have found out he is
terrified of other dogs, so I
carefully introduce
him to my mildest four legged brat. It
doesn't go well.
Two weeks later a new vet bill for an
infection, that was missed on the
first visit. He plays with the other dogs.
Three weeks later his coat shines, he has
gained weight.
He shows his clean teeth when his tongue
lolls out
after he plays chase in the yard with the
gang.
His eyes are soft and filled with life. He
loves hugs and likes to show
off his tricks, if you have the cheese.
Someone called today and asked about him.
They saw the picture I took the
first week. They asked about his personality,
his history. They
asked if he was pretty. I asked them lots of
questions.
I checked up on them. I prayed. I said yes.
When they saw him the first time they said
he was the most beautiful dog
they had ever seen.
Six months later, I got a call from his new
family.
He is wonderful, smart, well behaved, and
very loving.
How could someone not want him? I told them
I didn't know.
He is beautiful. They all are.
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